You can go from feeling worthless to knowing you’re worthy

You can go from feeling worthless to knowing you’re worthy

By Scott Hilgendorff / Cowboys of the Cross

Has someone ever made you feel worthless? It could have been a bad relationship, it could have been a teacher or family member but many of us have experienced this feeling and for some, it can bad enough to have a negative impact on their whole life.

If we’re lucky, it’s a temporary feeling and can even be brought on by ourselves during a very bad week. Maybe we’re trying to train a dog or fighting to get a horse to stop being afraid of a plastic bag and we’ve just gotten nowhere this week in the time we have. Then one of our kids gets angry with us because we disciplined them, our wife misunderstands something and went to bed angry and we just stripped a bolt trying to fix an oil leak. It’s pretty easy to feel worthless after all those events pile up.

God doesn’t want us to feel that way and uses James to help teach that.

James 1:9-11 Believers in humble circumstances ought to take pride in their high position. 10 But the rich should take pride in their humiliation—since they will pass away like a wild flower. 11 For the sun rises with scorching heat and withers the plant; its blossom falls and its beauty is destroyed. In the same way, the rich will fade away even while they go about their business.

James is first speaking to those believers who have very little but calls attention to the understanding that as believers, they do in fact have a high position—they are saved through faith in Jesus and are assured eternity in Heaven.

Now, imagine you’re a wealthy Christian and that wealth is important to you. You’re proud that you worked hard for it, saved where you could and made good financial decisions and investments that have left you able to support missions while living in a great house. In verse 10, imagine taking that wealth and offering it to God in front of everyone you know, but God turns it away saying it means nothing to Him. That would be a truly humiliating experience.

But that’s not the point. God doesn’t want to humiliate us. He loves us more than anything. What James is telling us God wants to see is simply us, loving Him. He needs nothing from us and in eternity, anything we’ve worked for or gained here, doesn’t go with us to Heaven. Material possessions eventually break down and decay and wealth just transfers to someone else.

James 1:18 He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created.

Through our understanding of the Gospel, how we are saved from God’s wrath through Jesus’s death on the cross and resurrection, we are made worthy to be in God’s presence. In the Old Testament, before any of a harvest could be consumed by us, an offering from it had to be made to God first. He was given the first fruits of the harvest. Here, James is showing us that at that time, they were considered the first fruits of God’s harvest—those who were coming to a saving faith in him through what Jesus did. The expectation is that there would be a bigger harvest that we are a part of now.

Cowboys of the Cross is a rodeo/bull riding ministry that leads cowboy church services at events and maintains an online presence to share the gospel and make disciples among the ranch and rodeo community. They can be found at CowboysOfTheCross.com

To rodeo, you have to be committed, God looks for the same

To rodeo, you have to be committed, God looks for the same

By Scott Hilgendorff / Cowboys of the Cross

In the sport of rodeo, you have to be “all-in.”

It isn’t something you can do halfheartedly and expect to have any success. While there’s a danger in any rodeo sport, on the roughstock side of the arena, especially bull riders, know that if you aren’t all-in when you get in that bucking chute, you’re going to get hurt and maybe get others hurt too who have to try to rescue you.

Most rodeo cowboys would agree that you can’t play at these sports. You have to take it seriously, be fully committed and put all your effort into it.

James using the need for wisdom to teach us something about being committed and all-in with our faith.

James 1:5-8 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

This isn’t an instruction that if we fail at it, we aren’t good enough for God or to make it to Heaven but it’s a strong direction from James that if we are to be firm in our faith when seek help or direction from God.

As Christians or in rodeo, there’s a difference between making mistakes or getting something wrong and not being all-in. We’re still going to mess it up and sometimes it can even be costly. Getting the timing wrong means missing a catch in calf roping or getting hung up and in a dangerous situation during a bull ride. For believers, it can mean engaging in a sin with consequences such as an unplanned pregnancy or lashing out in anger and damaging a relationship the other person no long wants to repair.

God gives us grace for when we get it wrong but James makes it very clear that we need to be singularly focused on our faith. It defines us and there is no other way to live it out.

When we don’t, he describes us as being tossed two and fro like waves in an ocean. As Christians, we understand all our choices and decisions as Christians are directed by God, the Holy Spirit and our attempts to live out what is taught to us in Scripture. When we aren’t committed to our faith wholeheartedly, if we try following our own plan, from God’s perspective, we’re just being tossed around with no solid footing or ability to be on track. The only track we should be on is the one God has for us. Sometimes our direction is more clear than other times, but we should be taking each step on solid ground with a firm intent on letting a Biblical understanding direct our choices.

In this particular example from James, he is telling us that when we are facing struggles and are unsure of what to do, we should ask God for wisdom. But when we ask for it, we’re to approach God firm in our faith and confident He will guide us.

That means being willing to go where He leads us and do what we know He expects us to do.

That wisdom can come from people we know who are more mature in our faith or it can come directly from reading God’s word. If it comes from others, it won’t contradict anything we can find in the Bible.

To help us be firm and all-in, we have to spend time in God’s word studying and learning.

We know you’re all-in as rodeo cowboys but are you all-in for God? We’re here to help you figure it out if you are uncertain how to do it.

Discouraged? Here’s where you find hope

Discouraged? Here’s where you find hope

By Scott Hilgendorff / Cowboys of the Cross

How much do we really think about just how deep God’s love for us is?

Those aren’t the thoughts of a typical cowboy.

At the rodeo, we face pressure to win or we don’t have entry fees for the next few weeks, we get our thumb taken off and miss the calf roping win, our truck breaks down, we get discouraged

At the ranch, political issues crop up that affect how we use our land, prices sometimes dive before our cattle get to market, a storm blows through and an extra week of work piles up making repairs to broken fences and barns. It gets discouraging.

Don’t worry, God’s in control.

I’ve heard that so many times and yet, I still worry. There are times it makes me think I haven’t matured as a Christian nearly as much as I had hoped when I can’t seem to give my stress and worry over to God.

First, we have to remember as Christians, we have a perfect eternity waiting. As bad as our situation is right now, it actually can be worse. It is hard for us to grasp just how short our time here is and when we are struggling and even suffering, it gets even harder to see that.

But we are loved by God so much that He sent Jesus to die a painful death to take all punishment meant for our sin that if we believe in him, repent of our sin and ask to be forgiven, we are given a perfect eternity it Heaven.

Romans 5:8 But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us

The troubles we face are because this is a sinful broken world. We are born into this world as sinners separated from God because He won’t allow sin in His presence and will judge and condemn it. But despite deserving God’s punishment as we live sinfully, He still sent Jesus to die and take the punishment in our place.

When we receive that gift of salvation through our saving faith in Jesus, it doesn’t mean our struggles end but there are two things it does mean: a perfect eternity awaits us free of struggle and whatever we are going through, God will use it for good.

Romans 8:28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

Sometimes with hindsight, we can see how God used a struggle to build us up or even to save us from an even bigger struggle. But sometimes, we don’t always get to see the direct outcome of God’s plan. It’s one of those places where we need faith when that happens and hope in our perfect eternity, free from struggles. It doesn’t mean it isn’t hard but our strength to endure comes from God and the hope He gave us through Jesus is what can get us through anything.

Even Jesus was tempted, an encouragement to press on when we feel like we’ve failed

Even Jesus was tempted, an encouragement to press on when we feel like we’ve failed

By Scott Hilgendorff / Cowboys of the Cross

When we face a struggle, it can feel like we’re alone. We can vent or unload to a friend about what is going on but often be left feeling they just don’t understand.

Sure, a rodeo or ranch friend can understand and sympathize with having to sit out events or work because of a bust femur, but it’s harder for them to appreciate the struggle when the steel rod that was needed isn’t set right, there’s an infection and the down time has now increased because of a second surgery. Meanwhile, the bills are piling up and the friends that helped with some meals have got busy with their own lives. Far more than anyone can understand, the struggle you’re facing is very real and very difficult.

The same can be said when, as believers, we’re fighting to overcome a sin in our lives but we keep falling back into it. The rodeo lifestyle in particular floods us with opportunity to party hard and make the terrible choices that go along with that from cheating on a wife or girlfriend to finding ourselves in need of rehab while rodeo fines have piled up and there’s no way to pay entry fees anymore.

First, when it comes to what are referred to as trials in the Book of James, we see from James himself both an understanding of the struggles a person can face whether in his time period or ours and he offers and encouragement.

James 1:2-4 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, 3 for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. 4 And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

This can be really hard for a person to accept and a difficult attitude to adopt when you’re in the thick of trial or struggle but James is offering us an assurance that we can try to see it as a good thing and take joy in it because that struggle will be used to help build us to be more like Jesus. When we have a saving faith in Jesus, we begin a process called sanctification which means that our lives become about making us more like him. While we will never become fully perfect before we get to Heaven, we will become more and more like Jesus as we learn from the Bible, live out what we’re taught and grow in our faith.

In that process to become more like Jesus we find there are sins in our lives we want to rid ourselves from and Hebrews offers a great encouragement for those particular struggles.

Hebrews 4: 15-16 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. 16 Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

Jesus is the high priest being referred to here and what we see is just how great a company we keep as Christians—followers of Christ. Jesus himself, even though he was perfect, still faced temptations and God loves us so much and understands the struggle, that through our saving faith in Jesus, we have God’s grace and mercy for when we fail and to give us the confidence and encouragement to get up again and press onward each time we feel like we’ve fallen.

 Count it all joy, my brothers,[a] when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

Your fees are NOT paid without a saving faith in Jesus

Your fees are NOT paid without a saving faith in Jesus

By Scott Hilgendorff / Cowboys of the Cross

Fly high cowboy, your fees are paid.

Using some form of that phrase when someone in the rodeo cowboy crowd has died is fairly common.

The problem is, most people don’t really understand what they’re saying and it creates the false impression that we call go to Heaven when we die. I see it used by people I thought knew differently but they continually place a cowboy in Heaven who almost certainly didn’t enter that rodeo.

How can you say that? How can you know for sure? That’s judgmental.

Well, the reason I can say it with almost certainty is because I’d had an open and frank conversation with that person in question and he made it clear to me he didn’t believe in Jesus and wasn’t interested in it. He was someone I got along with and was explaining why he didn’t come to cowboy church at the rodeos we were often at together because he didn’t want me thinking it was personal. He made a lot of sinful or what I would consider “dumb” choices at best, but he was a nice guy who was well-loved by all those he partied with every weekend.

Here’s the kicker: most of the time when we share a social media post about a cowboy riding a rank one in Heaven or getting his wings (we don’t become angels), we don’t actually even know what the person believed before they died and we never ask. Most of us pray. Most of us believe in God, but that doesn’t get us to Heaven. James reminds us that even the demons believe in God. A lot of us don’t really know ourselves how to be certain we’re going to Heaven, never mind how to tell someone else.

And sure, one never knows what happens privately between a person and God but we’re also told in scripture that when someone has a genuine, saving faith in Jesus, there will be fruit. Fruit are changes in a person’s life that show Christ and the Holy Spirit in them is moving them away from sin and into a life that’s more holy. By holy, we mean more Christ-like by how we see Jesus in the Bible

John 15:8 By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples.

That made it that much harder personally when he died. It’s important to understand God can draw someone to Him at any time and there’s no telling what happened in his last moments, but the reality is, not only did he not believe, but he openly rejected Christianity.

So how can so many people put him in Heaven?

I think when we love someone, it’s hard to think of them suffering for eternity in Hell. I think we also just don’t think seriously enough about how real both places are. It’s also largely because we don’t really understand what is called the gospel—how through Jesus, a person is saved from God’s wrath against sin and made right before God to be given an eternity in Heaven.

We can’t ‘love them’ into Heaven. Only the love of Jesus gets them there through their faith in his birth, death and resurrection and belief that he took the punishment meant for our sins so that by repenting of those sins and asking to be forgiven, we can be given eternal life in Heaven.

This is where the expression in rodeo that “he paid your fees” comes from. It’s taken from a genuine understanding of the gospel that tells us that Jesus paid the price meant for our sins.

Being liked and loved by others, being popular, being good by how we might measure goodness; none of these ideas gets us into Heaven. Even the kindest most generous person is separated from God by just the smallest sin and none of us are able to get through life without some kind of sin like a moment of anger or a lustful thought.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

Grace and mercy are what God has given us through Jesus’s death on the cross. We deserve God’s wrath for our sin, any sin, but we’re given a way through a saving faith in Jesus, to be made right with God. The ‘works’ being referred to is what makes it clear that just being a good person doesn’t earn a place in Heaven. Works are the good actions we do and way of living we might lead. Through an understanding that any sin deserves punishment and no amount of good can earn us Heaven, every single person has the same chance to have Jesus pay his fees.

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